I was feeling fine

But I guess that’s a past tense now. The tv is alive. My moderator activity for Aberdeen Freecycle is all about over tx to someone else doing my job for me (I guess she just couldn’t resist!) Go away for the weekend and that’s what happens LOL.
I phoned Breathing Space and got that jerk of [...]

Been a bit manic (taken off Bebo cos I’m lazy :P)

That’s been about me really since the weekend. Alas it’s not good. Too many emails to psychs basically (a few – well, a handful – most of which don’t know me). Completely fixated about saving the world from Microsoft. Maybe visiting MDF in Abdn ‘aint a good idea. They just make me more manic whereas [...]

I still have a thing about Microsoft

I had it on wednesday evening and ending up emailing my psych about it (yep I have the psych’s email addy now – well I have worse things I guess) and also his boss. I think tomorrow I need to send them linux cds/dvd’s. I have a terrible burden to save the world from the [...]

Paranoid about the British Goverment

At last, a morning when I don’t have to get up really early and rush and panic and everything. However, all is not well.  My previous anxieties about nurses seem so small in comparison with this morning’s distress.
A few days ago I signed the following petition
“We the undersigned petition the Prime Minister to Abolish plans [...]

Morning thoughts

Morning. Sorry for not writing to you for a few days. Firstly I’ve been kind of busy and then I got too paranoid to write to you after a nurse (who views this blog) said that I should ‘choose not to be paranoid’ when in reality I can do nothing about the paranoia.
It is a [...]

Depression

Now I’m half asleep and coffee is just on (late I know. I needed tobacco) but I wanted to tell you that the depression is back. I know I can confide in you. I was suicidal last night with it it was that bad. I cried a lot. I don’t know how much longer I [...]

Monday morning

I have the usual problems with motivation. Just can’t seem to get myself up and doing anymore in the mornings. The usual 2 hours procrastinations have extended to the whole morning! All I want to do is sit and lounge around feeling utterly lethargic.
And I’ve upset the brethren online and that is so not good [...]

Puppy Linux kaj the demons

I’ve been bad and have been distracting myself with Puppy Linux tonight – ON THE SABBATH
Now strike me down dead as a sinner but the conspiracy and the demons were doing my head in. I didn’t know what else to do
 I couldnae get out to kirk because everyone at kirk is [...]

Puppy to the rescue!

I’ve been sick today and so havenae made it out to kirk this evening. But God is gracious. I was going to play on my nintendo for distraction (because I can’t concentrate much) but then I remembered I had a new linux cd (which now means my laptop is officially fossilized! It works on there [...]

Another email to Alex (of the Salmond variety MSP)

Why did you let them back on the spaceship Alex? You said yesterday to
email anytime and that you would respond personally so here I am. I
personally think they’re more likely to be demons and I know you have a
hot line to Satan and things because sometimes you sit in that top
corner of the lounge with [...]