I have just deleted that post on mother. It really wasn’t godly of me…..So it’s been deleted
Well it took long enough for me to delete it!
This morning I discovered that Orange had been charging me for internet access via my mobile@ Ma’s. My bill so far since the 20th of December (plus line [...]
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So my aim was to get down to 182 lbs by the 27th and I’m about 0.3 of a pound over that. Not quite ideal but okay considering.Last week I stayed the same despite a whopping pig out on Sabbath @ Janneke’s. This week I had quite a few mini pig outs (on choc) and [...]
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does anyone know the answer to the cake problem???????
Like should/shoudnae cake be an illegal substance (surely yes!!!) and if so why (because 2 many ladies eat it?)
And like should only men eat cake because of the male/female disposition (ref. John Angell James – puritan chappie). So basically because of the female disposition should women [...]
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I find myself writing in the throws of RSI. I have just downloaded workrave and we’ll see if it helps. I now accept more than ever the fact I have RSI having done some research into my back pain on the internet. I didn’t want to do it but I was in agony last night [...]
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I find myself writing to you, half asleep and still rather low. Last night I got 1/3 of my suicide kit for the 25th. On the way back from the chemist I found myself hearing Satan talk to me. He was still talking to me when I got home. I think this is one reason [...]
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So I write. Scared witless of nurses and medics in general. Unable to really speak about it bar on this wee note of life. Thinking that is it really worth engaging with them in the UK whilst I am so scared of them. I know what they think. They think I have personality disorder which [...]
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Did I tell you this one? I have to work out what is the more dangerous
Satan
the demons (currently residing in my belly)
the conspiracy (martyrdom is inevitable)
Indwelling sin (gotten from Adam as in Adam and Eve)
And I need to work all this out so I can save the robots in Union st and stuff from George [...]
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It’s midnight. There is no way I should be on here at this time of the morning having not slept just yet. Too all intense and purposes it is still Sabbath and I, the greatest sinner of all time, should be fast asleep. I don’t think this will help me sleep but I just gotta [...]
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Blog – Sabbath 0735 (to upload Monday)
15 December 2007
07:06
Morning all. I’m not allowed to go online this am being at an FP household this weekend. I feel bad enough popping the computer on at all – feeling it gives way to Satan and the lusts of the flesh. But anyhow. I feel the need to [...]
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Was too tired and too stressed to write last night. Went to bed at about 10.40. Got to sleep surprisingly quickly. But woke up at 4.40am and have been unable to sleep since – so now in true Johanino style I’m hitting the coffee! Am at Janneke’s on dial up via my mobile. How is [...]
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