Anxiety, mornings, nights….

Well, sorry for not writing for a few days. I’ve deliberately taken wordrave off for this entry (it doesn’t auto start up on Vista anyways). I’ve been terribly anxious and mostly psychotic though it’s easing off somewhat now. I saw the to be feared Dr. C on Monday. I was only half with it. I [...]

Morning day before before exam…….

Morning all. How are you? Sorry for not writing for a few days. The bug is getting better but I’m still quite chesty. So today, I’m going to be really brave and see that phenomena known as the GP . Hopefully she shouldn’t give me any queer looks, but if nowt else I need [...]

I have a bug

Yep, the joys of smoking cigarrettes in a cold damp conservatory @ Ma’s on Tuesday. I was tight chested that afternoon (so much for my New Year’s day walk. It didn’t really happen) and then very wheezy on Wednesday, which I just treated with garlic. I was determined to come home Thursday, despite  not really [...]

Sabbath pm… (at Ma’s)

Afternoon all. I slept quite a bit last night and even took thorazine @ about 3am because I was wide awake. This afternoon I find myself desperate to get to church having not been out this morning and like desperate to be in the company of the Lord’s people. I feel so low, so scared [...]

Just before kirk…

Battery is hardly there at all & Ma is just getting ready for kirk so I thought I’d drop you a note or two briefly. Pray you’re okay. Ma is a lot better now though she is still weak and things. I hope and pray she is ok in the end. I was so [...]