I’ve put on 3lbs this month but then…

and I have to blog this right now and like Sparkpeople just crashed on me .
I’ve discovered that I now KNOW when I’m thirsty because like when I’m thirsty I no longer crave sugary drinks (or drinks loaded with sweetners) but water. Yesterday me and Ma went to like St. Andrews and I was [...]

The night before Mau

arrives and I’m most anxious. I’m really anxious because there is such a gulf between us due to her estate by nature. Her natural unredeemed self which causes me angst at the best of times. My current niggle is that she’ll take over the sofa and if we share it, well, that won’t do because [...]

Feeling well but will it continue

I am finally feeling well after days of feeling suicidal and low yet even as I write I feel the old loneliness and fears coming back. Tonight I’m worried about how I’ll cope when Ma dies but I know I shouldn’t worry excessively about that. Though worry I do. It’s not like I have an [...]

compliancy (or lack of)….

I’m having a battle with compliancy over my treatment this morning. It doesn’t help that psych appt is right in the middle of the drop in session I was planning to go to and there’s only one drop in open today because it’s a holiday. I know I need to see him. I need [...]