Tx for a fab birthday :)

It was so nice just to be well on my birthday. Sorry for not writing yesterday but I just didn’t get the time/felt too tired. I actually crashed out about 7.30pm and missed my tenants association meeting but anyhow.
It went well with Dr.C on Tuesday and I got my discharge. This am I feel a [...]

morning all

How are you? Och don’t worry. I didn’t make cards yesterday. Doing that
this am whilst the washing is in. I got 5.5 hours sleep on the top bunk
last night but when I tried to get more I got bad thoughts so I just
got up, had a shower and took vit B. I don’t think it’s [...]

‘reclaiming the bedroom’ & more blessings

Tryin to sleep in the top bunk even though it’s really hard so I can use the bottom for like a sofa. Going to blitz that bedroom soon. Slowly but surely. The demons have had reign in there for too long and it’s  a tip! (for reg readers of blog etc. Please note I’m on [...]

discharge, overdose and life

It’s
a pic of my new coffee maker I got for £8 from the charity (thrift)
store today. DIscontinued model but never used. Whoop whoop whoop.
Though aerolattes are still better for froth but anyhow.
I got out friday am. Overdosed friday pm. Was back in hosp friday
evening then back on psych ward Sat evening. I didn’t have [...]

I didn’t get discharged from the psych unit

But I got 5.5 hours sleep which is simply fab . So like maybe I will get discharged on friday. One day at a time
Can you please pray for Kiki who is a christian and really sick in the psych unit and Mayan who has just had nose surgery and like [...]

sleep….I need sleep….

If…..if…if I get a good night’s sleep tonight and don’t go manic
tomorrow I get my discharge from the psych unit tomorrow afternoon.
Would still covet your prayers about my anxiety and my bad thoughts,
the weekend may be a long way off but I don’t want another weekend like
last one and this time I should be [...]

Okay I don’t know how to put this but it’s time to blog again.

Okay I don’t know how exactly to put this but I’ll try. I’ve had a
pretty rollercoaster of a week in the psych unit (can you still believe
I’m still in there!!!!) and on thurs I tried to end my life down the
beach. On Friday I still wasn’t myself and thinking suicide was the
most rational and logical [...]