to quit or not to quit

Well
I’ve quit. I’ve had like 4 small roll ups since 8am yesterday and it’s
going fine. Please pray I don’t get psychotic this time like I did last
and please pray I can really succeed and get through my 6 week barrier.
Normally I do really well for the first 6 weeks then I have problems.
Hope everyone is [...]

the morning after

Weeping may endure for a night but joy cometh in the morning
[Psalm 30:5]
Sorry if  I caused any alarm. I’m fine. I got  a really good night’s
sleep and so now I’m fine. Hoping to get some study done today .
Pray everyone is well. I got microsoft office ultimate 2007 for
about £50  from
http://www.microsoft.com/student/discounts/theultimatesteal-uk/default.aspx.
I google it. It was [...]

robots and halloween (kaj eating – or lack of)

I don’t know who to tell about this. No one is understanding. I tried
to phone the ward – in vain. I’ve missed lunch. I daren’t eat cos(a)
I’m fat and (b) cos of the robots. If I eat I’ll turn into a robot and
die. Please help. I didn’t tell dr. c this am I am also [...]

Bingeing and bad drive

I’ve been bingeing. So now I’m desperately trying not to binge. My
weight went upto 162lbs or something. It’s now back down to 158 praise
God. I can live with 158 – though I’d like it about 155 ideally. But
that’s only 3lbs. Blessings.
I have had vertigo and somehow,
I don’t know how I managed it (because I [...]

hi

Morning all. Sorry for not writing for so long. I’ve been out of hospital for about a week but am still very lethargic so time to do ANYTHING  is limited. Hope everyone is well. I’m fine. Still eating a tonne of junk and smoking like an absolute chimney but anyhow. Other than that I’m fine.
Currently [...]

I’m still sick

Sorry I just wrote this and then lost it so this’ll be short and sweet
and too the point. Sorry for not writing sooner. On Monday I got
diagnosed with gastritis ( www.sparkpeople.com/resource/health_a-z_detail.asp?AZ=197 ) so now I’m reducing my beloved coffee and drinking far too much coca cola for my own good.
Sleep still isn’t fab. [...]