Just another thurs morning

Morning all. Happy Thursday . How are you? I’m fine but have lots to do. Avoiding the ward like the plague because of me leaving a comment on G’s and GM’s bebo pages at the weekend. So sincere apologies there. Hope there’s lots of cake and coffee GM on the ward to help [...]

Negative thoughts and sleep (and I’m back on the cigs)

Morning all. Good News – I might be able to get a wee Saturday job @ B & Q . My friend off another board mentioned it. It would only be an extra £20 per week or less but even so. That would pay for cigs!!! I would covet your prayers as I seek [...]

No cigs, no tv – what next?

No cigs since Saturday and I have to admitt I’m really tempted to go back to them this pm because I feel quite down. I am bored basically. I was going to go out to the drop in but thought it was too cold and thought I had more than enough to do @ home [...]

feeling better

Thanks for all your prayers the past few days. Just a short note to say how much better I am feeling this am. I slept really well (for me) and I was  a bit paranoid and feeling like something wasn’t quite right till I texted my friends this am and then it went away. I [...]

No TV and paranoia

Well it’s something like 5am and I’m paranoid. The situation with Day Care is not improving. I don’t know if Aberdeen City Council will fund my day care this next coming year and I don’t know if I will get the DLA renewed or  not and it’s a worry. Even if I quit the cigs [...]

quitting cigs and tv mark (1)

Well a brief blog before Bible for the sake of D @ the helpline. How are you all. Today I’m trying to quit the cigs and I’m also trying to do without the tv cos I simply can’t afford a new one. They have been praying for me @ Christian Cafe that I’d quit before [...]