Pics and revamp (and I’m tired)

Just sitting here after another crazy day. Could stay up till midnight quite easily but after only having had  like 2 hours sleep last night don’t think it’s wise. Today I had lots to do and no energy following yet another bad night’s sleep .

Anyhow firstly some photos

 
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re. a revelation

Got suicidal last night after a row with T about being well enough for a boyfriend/husband and like I went to voluntary work and felt too woozy to stay off the prn meds. Voluntary work was really quiet anyways so there wasn’t much point in staying.
Anyhow I will tell you my worries and I will [...]

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Don’t have to see Dr. C for 2 months etc.

Morning all. How are we? Hope we are well. I am beginning to sleep better but there’s no way I can quit the cigs just yet because I just don’t sleep! On Sabbath I went to church and cried for most of it because I was just so tired! On Monday it was [...]

I’ve got to find better ways to cope

I’m on the verge of getting banned from Breathing Space for phoning too much. I don’t want to get banned. They are a lifeline. I want to be able to cope better though. Yesterday was awful. Simply awful and it’s now 4am and I’ve had about 4 hours sleep. That’s all! And that was on [...]

morning all. Happy friday

Please pray about my debt busting. Please pray the paperwork comes through soon for Christians against Poverty. Please also pray for guidance and the possibility of getting rid of my internet @ home and like my mobile contract. The internet has some very positive things for me but it also has some very negative things [...]

feeling better and I slept well last night :)

I’m feeling a bit better. Tx for all your prayers. The Uni is a very safe place for me right now so I bolt there when feeling vunerable and read the paper in the libary. I did that @ the weekend when it was horrible weather and things. I slept well last night and the [...]

Bad weather, low day but I know where I feel safest

I’m at the University because it’s where I feel safest. I don’t know my login for my Uni email though – argh!! It’s @ home. Dang, dang and dang again.
Today the weather has gotten me down but like T came round and she’s not too well so along with all my other appointments next [...]

prayers for sleep

Thanks for your prayers about my anxiety. The Lord really undertook yesterday and I got some sleep between 6am and 8am. I still felt anxious but the Lord undertook and I feel really positive about yesterday.
Pray that the Lord will give my minister greater understanding in mental health and that every time I’m admitted [...]