Welll it’s a great debate aboiout whether I’m well or ill right now. Ic can’t see a thing I’m tyoing here @ the drop in so this will have to be brief. How are you? Argh it’s come up 
at last. STOOPID wordpress LOL. Stoopid stoopid wordpress 
Anyhow what was I saying. I am sitting here a la drop in and I have the need to blog. This am I was rudely awoken @ 6.45 by the impossibly loud alarm. I could have really done with staying in bed. Last night was lousy because as you know I didn’t keep the Sabbath holy and ended up self harming (don’t ask where – you really don’t want to know!). I think this is because I didn’t go to the evening service @ church because like I don’t believe in adult baptism as a profession of faith. You can take the girl out of the wee wee frees but you cannae take Calvin out of the wifey springs to mind here. You know why I don’t believe in adult baptism. I mentioned it on here the other day.
Anyhow that was that. Everyone is most concerned that I’m back self harming again and I’m desperately trying to avoid the medics and some how fix the past few days myself. I was phoning everyone this morning in a state of confusion. Satan (Or Simon as he now calls himself) was about again last night telling me to cut my nipple off. Nope I’d rather NOT go to A+E if at all possible thankyou very much. A+E is not my favourite place. Guess it’s more about my current medic phobia than anything else (which even extends to the head pastor @ church cos he used to be a GP.). But it’s worse than normal cos I know I need to be seeing Dr. C in the next two weeks but I’m too scared to be asking to see him sooner. I know I’m not well but like I’m in denial and after years of being misdiagnosed I do denial with finesse.
Only had a banana for lunch. Can’t eat. Have to prepare meals for myself and too muddled to prepare food so it’s not happening. Only have 3 community meals for the next week for the next 4 weeks so that’s that. Not much food for me. Will buy some tinned soup in tomorrow so that like I have something cheap I can just heat in the micro.
Anyhow the summer cloche hat in dusty pink is now sold but I won’t see the money till like I have £50 on paypal because they charge for the transfer otherwise.
Blessings
J
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Jo,
Can’t really understand your problem with adult baptism – presbyterians have adult baptism too. Also presbyterians accept Baptism by immersion i.e. they do not rebaptise by pouring or sprinkling.
M
I know calvinists don’t rebaptise but it was like for a profession of faith!!! And like they don’t baptist their infants they just dedicate to them to the Lord. Well baptism is a sign of the covenant…..