Well….dee dum…tired. Went to Pillar Aberdeen’s open day yesterday and met Simon Bradstreet from the Scottish Recovery Network. That was pleasant but then Thursday was so manic I was exhausted and it poured down with rain and was freezing (and I had no coat).
Anyhow that’s the summary of events. Now for the real blog. Firstly how my weight is back to normal (normal being just under 11 stone) when I ate cake yesterday x2 I have no idea but I’m not complaining. I figure everything is okay so long as one exercises every day. Even over exercising is fine if you’ve overdone the good cake that one needs for our hormones (you know my theory LOL).
S wasn’t at the P open day and she said she would be. Neither was P. Och shocking. The funders just don’t care do they?
Anyhow, why am I writing? Cos I’m sitting here mega dazed and confused and like I have to go out to tesco for new headphones for my ipod. I should be there now. I should have been there this am!!! Och what is one to do but vent on their blog.
Will I ever get voluntary work again whilst my life remains so hectic. Some days starting (well getting up) at 5.30 and going to bed @ midnight. Am I manic – only if have too many espressos LOL. I seem to be well and yet like crazy at the same time. It’s weird.
I am seriously thinking of writing to Gabriella, the public school girl who got a bit too big for her boots and killed her best friend in a car accident. The joys of adolescence. For some reason I feel for her. She will survive though. She will come out of prison a better person God Willing and I’m praying for her. You may say….but I’ve never done anything so bad? Well you lucky, lucky person. There is none righteous, no not one and God does not look on the outward appearence but on the heart. My adolescence was colourful to say the least and like G I had everything mapped out from a young age and then it went caput overnight so I can identify a little with her. Hence I’m thinking of writing to her (if anyone reading this knows which prison she is in can you let me know asap. It’ll mean my letter gets to her so much quicker!!!). I write to survive. Not so that you enjoy reading it 
So yeah….what is one to do…even with the windows open I still feel like I’ve been hit on the head with a brick and like I NEED to get to tesco. Argh. Pull yourself together woman asap or do SOMETHING!!!
Speaking of which. Anyone else tried SRWare Iron. Looks better than Google Chrome and more private. Is pretty fast too I’m learning and a nice GUI. Better than avant anyway. I’ve got a thing about browsers cos sooner or later they chog up with cookies.
Right girlie I need water and to make a shopping list for tesco and I’ll speak to you some other time.
Hugs
J
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